Day tripper, I think I confused everyone, but what I meant was that my words where jumbled. They made perfect sense to me. And I have lav cav sav(I'm sorry, but that is a example.) I'm not switching topics like in bipolar. I don't feel happy or irritable, I feel emotionless. Like nothing. Not empty like in depression. Yes my sleeping in disturbed because of the serquel. I sleep to much and the only reason I can't sleep is because of monsters that come in my room and my paranoia skyrockets. If I want to talk I can't and my whole thought process just stops op top cop. Than I go mute for like half an hour and during that time the voices invade and my paranoia goes up. Then I 'freeze'. After that since the voices warned me I close my self off. And I withdraw more. I don't know if that is what racing thoughts are. But to me it seems normal until i realize I'm not make my sense. It's the words that get jumbled not so much the topics. So low lo co I don't know if that counts mounts lounts as racing thoughts.
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