I think about the past year too, my bank account going negative 225 ( its back up into the positives) my mom being payee on my disability (no more) leaving my job I love ( then going....back!!) so, I guess, everything that was broken was fixed, in its own way, in its own time...families are confusing therealme, and I do believe here, I read, friends are God's apologies for families...you lost some friends but can you work on the ones you still have, and what do they say?