I think about my T outside of therapy a lot. She's a safe place. She encourages me to try and figure my true self and she doesn't judge me or my decisions. She let's me ramble when I'm trying to avoid something but can pull me in as needed. She's providing me with a fantastic space where I can explore who I am and what I want in life and deal with all the crap that's holding me back in a safe and secure environment. When I'm stressed and overwhelmed I tend to fall back more on thinking a out her.