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Originally Posted by captgut
I don't know. I'm stuck.
I don't want to upset him...
I feel terrible without meds. But with them I feel bad and guilty. Like I betrayed myself. +side effects.
I love T so much that I think I'm going to give meds another chance. I know I should do it for myself, not for him.
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If meds reduce the awful, please tell T about the guilt and feeling bad like betraying yourself and the side effects. *hugs* You deserve to feel better, to feel good and not terribly awful.
I hope you find another reason, and yet another reason and yet another reason to live, dear Captgut. You deserve a life worth living and I hope you keep finding reasons and keep seeking help and that you'll eventually HAVE a life that's good or even neutral rather than all the bad terrible awfulness. *hugs*