I have found that despite several attempts, I am unable to learn JavaScript to the level where I can use it in my Web Development work. I wish I had done this earlier in life because I think I may have been more successful at it then.

I'm giving it another try this winter. I work on a few seasonal websites throughout the spring and summer, so winter is my time to start new projects and learn new things. This is my side work. At work, I now work our company website most of the time, but JavaScript, although it would be helpful, isn't a direct requirement for my current job.

I do get depressed when I make another attempt and fail.

I'm also very introverted naturally, but CPTSD, Anxiety and Depression have made that worse over the last couple years. I'm very self isolating now, beyond just being an introvert.