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Originally Posted by Hummingbird1
That is woman is prettier then me, I dont party any more and he still does, The women that do this are the partying type of women, I feel like I dont measure up, And maybe I am boring and he would like a partier woman, He says he does not want that, I am a recoving alcoholic myself and it makes it hard, He is very good looking and I just feel like I I am good enough, I wish I had higher self esteem and confidence, I dont like to feel like this
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You've just explained a lot of why you feel like you do. You don't feel good enough.
I'm curious though about being around "partying" type of women as drinking is involved I assume. As a recovering alcoholic it's stressful and perilous to your recovery to be in that situation.
Do you have an AA sponsor you can talk to about this?
Why do you go out with your boyfriend when he's partying? Do you feel the need to be there because of your insecurities? Perhaps you could stay home and let him have a boys night out? If he wants to go out a LOT....he may not be considering your need for recovery and just wants to party.
Just my thoughts.
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