I'm sorry you are feeling like or get treated like a scapegoat .
I don't get treated that way but I can relate to the isolation and being alone . I don't participate in activities or have friends since I kept them all at a distance for too long . I know what it feels like to be alone and isolated . the only friends I have are on the internet through a game I play . it keeps me sane to an extent but they don't know the real me or the problems I have .