Oh god, it makes me white hot furious when I hear of sudden cut off of benzos

there should be a special place in hell for "professionals" who do this!!!
I'm sorry you are going through this. You are aware of why you are drinking. But, please be careful. Can you talk to your Pdoc or T about a tweak in your meds so you handle this better?
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Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg