My cough has not improved; in fact it has gotten worse and more frequent. Coughing fits that cause me to gasp for breath, eyes to water, and gag and nearly vomit. I do not believe my doctor who said it was allergies. I am also completely exhausted. I was going to try to wait until next week to go back to the dr, give it some more time to improve, but I don't know.
I only have two cigarettes left and I did not buy another pack. Going to see if quitting improves my cough. I don't have much faith in myself. I've tried to quit so many times. But now I have a real, solid reason to quit, not just the abstract "it's bad for you". So maybe I can make it this time. We will see. Generally I quit for a month or so, fall into depression, no longer care if I live or die, so I pick it back up.
I just want to sleep from now until morning and beyond, I'm so tired. Wonder if it's a side effect of the cough syrup. No codeine in it.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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