I've had ECT scheduled for this coming Wednesday for a month now. My mother-in-law has known this; she's my driver. This morning she called and said she can't drive me this Wednesday.

I hate rescheduling, especially in the very week of the appointment. It feels like a disregard for the other person. My MIL has repeatedly done this to me. I'm so frustrated. I'm boiling. She's that way without any concern for the other person. She cancels appointments frequently and arrives late to everything. She has no respect for anyone else's time. I, on the other hand, am obsessively early, even when depressed. It's something I can control.

Fortunately, I'm feeling quite well, so don't mind the delay in treatment in terms of my own experience. It's a hint of hypomania, so hanging onto this isn't the worst thing that could happen. I just have a sense of guilt with regards to my ECT team. ...and I really like my pdoc.

OK, enough of this. I'll let you know once I have the new date and time for ECT.