I understand your situation. My pdoc up and left. He barely gave notice. I called to make a regular appt. I was told he was gone. I made an appt with his replacement. I was nervous and it went find. I didn't go over my history. I just told her what was certainly going on. I had anxiety so bad. Last week I saw her for a second time. It went much better. I felt more at ease. I really hope you find someone else. It's good your looking right away. Your taking the right steps. You your coping skills through this process. Get plenty of self care too. Light some candles or a wax burner...turn on some mellow music and soak in a warm tub of water