sister, this is what my T and i call "good job, you're out the door!" or "good job, see ya later."

i have it all the time... afraid to succeed at work we do.. afraid to not be "sick enough" to deserve his attention.. afraid somehow their are conditions on my time with him.

i have talked with him numerous times about it.. it hasn't gone away yet, the closer he gets the worse it has gotten too. BUT he knows and it doesn't get to build except during breaks... it hasn't taken it away but at least we can both anticipate it and try to prepare for it.