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Once this happens, I no longer care about anything - the situation that caused it; the consequences of my behaviours; nor the people who will be affected by it.

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When I get triggered I get a chemical reaction that alters my thinking and hijacks my motivation - against myself.
that may not be identical to yours, but I do share the experience, once triggered, I see it as its like the alcy who's taken the first drink.
At present, I feel sad, alone, but not triggered, thank God. Well done for sharing, do you find that talking about it helps to relieve? Let me know if I can help at all any.

riverx

I'm back here after going into exile very painfully from here.