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Originally Posted by DarknessIsMyFriend
How much pain am I supposed to endure though before I get to a point where I'm not so miserable though? Why should I have to work harder just to try to "heal" when the load that I'm already taking on is so damn overwhelming for me?
How much is one person supposed to take? Why should I be the one struggling when it isn't my fault that I became the way that I am?
I'm back for now but honestly, life has been so overwhelming for me lately that I don't see a point in even living in this dark and lonely world anymore.
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I don't know if you've tried a therapist yet, but therapy is hugely helpful. A good therapist will help you develop the mental and emotional tools you need to work on "facing the pain" without burning yourself out. I took CBT therapy for several months, and honestly it's the best decision I've ever made for my mental health. For now, whatever you do, go easy on yourself.