Not sure if this counted as trauma or abuse.

Since I was a kid, I've been alienated or rejected a lot. Even one teacher keep picked up on me. I managed to get few friends, but never popular. My parents always disagree with me and hate all things I do. At my teenage times, I got bullied. Teachers sided with bully and bully me even more. I never tell my parents since they will sided with teachers and blame me in the end. Yeah, the teen times scarred me a lot, but it is not childhood times.

As older I am, things gradually better. Still, I have problem to trust anyone unless if they are as gloomy as me.