I was doing better than I have since I was diagnosed, home with the kids, but mood stable, going back to school, hopeful for the future. My anxiety wasn't under control, but moods were stable. Then I had EPS from my latuda, and p-doc is taking me off of it and changing my meds all around. Now i'm on zyprexa, (gained 5 lbs in two weeks) and two other drugs just to counteract the EPS, and getting more depressed and feeling like I was an idiot to think i could actually handle going to college and re-entering work. The Latuda was like the magic pill for me, four years stable, no sedation which i have had on every other drug. it sucks that i can't take it anymore. My memory is shot to hell with all these drugs, I can't communicate clearly, and i'm depressed and social anxiety is through the roof. What now?