As a child I was treated like the weird one in school. The kid who was odd because I was so quiet but when I did talk it was always something really nice. This is alsp why i never made to many friends. I also had an extreme obsession with horses that its all I wanted to talk about most of the time and I was almost always out at the barn. I think people took advantage of me because I was always willing to be helpful, caring, and so incredibly nice. I would always do something for someone even if i wasn't comfortable with it. My dad left when I was 2 and my mom worked a lot so my grandparents took care of me. I was "grandma's little girl" so to speak.
As the teenager I am, I still have that niceness in my personality but I have become more unwilling to do certain things I was not comfortable in doing. I have extreme issues in expressing myself when I want. I also feel that no one really listens to me or takes me seriously. That everyone thinks I'm dumb or something because I always act silly in order to get people to laugh because it's how I sort of hide my depression. I love making people laugh.