Let your doc know how you are feeling. I'm so sorry this happened.....I'm so sorry you have victory in your grasp and the meds stopped serving you. I hope the Zyptexa works for you but weight gain seems almost a given for most folks who take it. I too felt ready for school recently.....I had planned to start for the Fall semester but I was overloaded with stress which I fought so hard but then crashed into sickness and depressed misery. Now I'm fighting again and hoping I can start next semester. I was so disappointed I couldn't go......it's not the first time my illness has gotten in the way. You just got to keep fighting and hoping and dreaming. I would be lost without my dreams of getting better.......please keep fighting. I hope the neurological symptoms go away.....that must have been scary.