Very anxious today while reaching out to reunite with an old friend. I had disappeared, as I was suffering a brain injury and more PTSD. I have had a long period of "recovery"/adjustment and am just regaining some memories, after a lot of amnesia. I was very withdrawn. I am just now "up to" trying to engage in our friendship again. I had to explain and hope she cared enough to hear me out. She was very kind and happy to hear from me, thankfully.
It was tough, yet well worth the effort.

WC