I hope things get better. What I do, since I am alone alot too, is reach out (like this website) and figure out who is 'safe' that I can allow into my world. I don't know all about your situation, but feeling alone is alone, even if someone is right in the room with you and makes you feel alone.

Your not alone here. Each day is a new chance to do one little thing to reconnect just a little.

I should take my own advice.

Sending you hugs!!!