Hello! I am so sorry that this is happening to you, it is hard and i am very proud of you for making it this far! hugs and support to you. <3

I hope from the bottom of my heart that you will find the help you need, i am confident that you will find the right coping skills or the right treatment to help soon!!

I'm just some angsty teenager but i matured way too quickly and understand these things very much, i understand the feeling of not being able to find the right solution to help, but i found some and you will too, it just takes time. <3

Again i am very proud of you!!! Keep yourself safe, i'll maybe talk to you again soon.