I never thought I'd post here
So... T is a father figure to me. But I'm having weird and confusing fantasies lately... Is it ET or what?

Here are some of my thoughts: (TMI trigger)
- Do I want to hug him? - Yes!
- Do I want to kiss him on the cheek? - Yes!
- Do I want to kiss his lips? - Not sure. Yes?
- Do I want to have sex with him? - Not sure. No?
- Do I want him to be my boyfriend/husband? - NO WAY
- Do I want to go out on a date with him? - NO WAY

So I have no idea what do I feel. Any thoughts please?