So I've been married for 17yrs now. We have 3 kids 2 of which are teenage girls and my son is 11 yrs old. I'm not happy anymore. I've gotten to the point where I've told him that I don't love him anymore. He verbally abuses me and the kids and my self esteem has always been low and I feel he uses that too his advantage. I want out. I don't want to be married too him anymore but I'm so scared of life that I don't want to be alone. A single mom with 3 kids, Who's going to want me. I'm so sad and very unhappy.