Emgreen,

I can really relate - not to meetings, but wanting to isolate. I have social phobia, and sometimes it's really hard to force myself to leave my apartment to go to groups or even to just go out shopping. But I do know that if I do force myself to go out I do feel better afterward. Isolating and staying in my apartment for too long, just makes it harder and harder to go out, and eventually does weird things to my head.

Hoping you can get out to some of your meetings, even if not all of them, maybe just one a week.

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