I have too much going on. Many different emotions swirling. I just cut off two online friendships that were not serving me well, but I feel guilty and I know I probably hurt their feelings. I have interviews this week and am nervous. One I really want but I've been rejected so many times at this point that I am not hopeful or even optimisitic. I have a boyfriend/ex fiance that I am trying to figure things out with... I need a job and I need to move. I am completely overwhelmed and feel like I'm going to have a breakdown. I feel so alone.