Sister,

I feel exactly the same way you do! I could have written this post. When I read your posts, I feel like we have such similar predicaments I guess we're on the same boat.

I'm going to share my T with you for a moment here, which is not something I would do for just anybody Here is a quote from the email that he sent - "Breathe, be still, and realize that there is nothing you have to do right now to be ok." I can hear him saying these words. I hope it is as calming and comforting to you as it was to me

Love ya',
Soliaree