I spent all day yesterday internet researching a certain crime against children that is prevalent in Hollywood and it led me to Nickelodeon and all over the place. the cover up is scary and unreal
but today I am finding myself in a wierd spot. not much sleep but tired . able to be normal and visit my grandmother. but at home now with a deep sense of paranoia and fear that the powerful people in the entertainment industry know I have looked them up and are going to come kill me. then I fight myself if this could be true or not. then i almost want to write this on here in case something DID happen to me

I don't know how my brain keeps going back and forth between ok and disturbed. i dont think this has happened to me beforbefore. this going back and forth
anyone know?
or maybe I should be scared?