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Old Sep 20, 2017, 11:09 AM
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Are you sure you want to be missing sessions of your recovery group? It sounds like you're doing well. I disappear from AA for long periods of time...& tend to shut people out if they encroach on my privacy. I've called for an appt. with my T but haven't heard from her. Isolation is just looking like a distinct possibility...for a while, anyways. It sounds like you've got plenty to keep you occupied.
One of my kids was IP and released to us with a court order for adult presence; school and work are okay but not at home while I go to a meeting. he didn't work last night, which was the night I would have gone. Urges have not been a problem for the last month or so. Right now I am still hung up in this wellbutrin titration. Every time I think I have decided something changes. 300 mg seemed right for knocking out depression but I was really wiped out last night and I am off my game today. Back to thinking maybe 200. Anyway, the last thing I want to do is bring another substance into the equation, if I didn't already have enough reasons.

On another subject, when I quit drinking and using I came clean with my family including the kids. So when I was talking to one who has started vaping about why he is using a nicotine blend, I got the response "I get it that you don't enjoy nicotine. Some people don't like adderall." Ouch!
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