Jacky.....I researched the same thing awhile back and felt the same sense of paranoia.....it's pretty horrific and scary stuff. It rattles the view of the world and changes how you see it. I'm so sorry you just went through this.....it's really terrible! I don't think they will come after you......if you had money, power and influence and you used it to make waves then yeah, they might. There is a dark, seedy, nasty, dirty underbelly in our society and I've gotten a glimpse a few times in my life......I would be better off mentally had I never looked into certain things but you can't go back sadly (((hugs)))