Ok so for preface this is not concerning her sexual history. I really don't care about that. What really bothers me is how she acted in the past. For lack of better word she was a bit mean I guess. She's admitted the things she did was wrong and that she would take advantage of guys who loved her for the fun of it. I never really asked her anything about her past I'd rather not know for this reason. However every so often she'd drop hints I go to the same college as she does and though it's big I've met a few people who have told me what's she's done guys and girls. Eventually just to assuage my fears I told her about what these people said. I didn't believe them at the time however she verified what they said but that she tried to make amends with them and so far as I know this is true. I'm trying to let it go and I know no ones perfect we've all done terrible things but it's messing with me. We've been dating for a year and are both in our senior year. I want to stay with her but this revelation is killing me.I guess I'm just asking for others views.
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