mental health worker never showed up

called her 3 times... twice it rang and went to voicemail, third time she'd switched her phone off.

feel like crap when she just ignores me like that with no explanation

binged on some roast bief flavour chips this afternoon and had a **** dinner of sausages and chips.

feeling irritable. not just because of the worker letting me down, but because girl next door has decided to go outside and act like ****ing tarzan and all you can hear is the call from the film..... urg much?

now she is someone I could swing for right now (and would be quite appropriate with tarzan being a jungle animal....), never mind...

I will just listen to Emilie autumn sing Juliet while I now binge on jellybeans