I was doing so well
but have found a new danger
A topical anaesthetic
That numbs the skin and area
Normally for blood tests and leurs
It obviously worked well the other day
The result is far worse than I had thought it would be
Am hoping it won't get infected..

Would get rid of the Emla
but need it for daughter for her upcoming hospital visit
Also have found blades I did not know I had
Very old ones
But I do not have the strength to dispose of them

I am weak
Weak minded and with weak resolve
But so tired, must succumb to sleep..................