Oh, that's awful. I remember having a serious anxiety episode in my younger days, it was maybe the first one that occurred without being caused by drugs. I ended up hiding in my closet. Not sure what else happened. But it was terrible, this awful choking anxiety. I hope you'll feel much better soon. Can you try to go back to your t? Wouldn't that be more of a loss than this opioid relapse? I'm sorry, I don't mean to overstep my bounds. I can understand because I love opioids too. But aren't you needing more and more? Maybe you need a rehab facility? I'll shut up now. [emoji74]