I can't lie, I envy people who are fortunate enough to be loved.

I might have relatives that I'm not very close with tell me that they love me once or twice a year at the very most, but I almost never have anybody outside of this site check up on me and genuinely care about me. Oh and don't get me started on how I haven't had something like a hug or a touch from another human in a non professional setting (e.g handshacking) in several years.