The thing with her, is she doesn't appear to me, to be able to take responsibility for her mistakes. Even with her child, it was the doctors and CPS being too harsh. Not her. And the fact that I said that to her, it probably really upset her bc she was so used to me just playing dumb and agreeing w her. But it was a year ago. I don't trust her. I did visit her the other day though. I think I'm lonely. And yeah, I know that's my choice. I think about asking her why. But every time I do, I feel upset.