Hey all,

I graduated from medical school in May and have started residency. My field is not one that is traditionally malignant but I'm finding it difficult because I'm away from my family, who I've been close to for the past four years. I talk to my mom every day on Facetime, but it's not the same. I feel unhappy but am unable to clearly articulate the reason why. I don't feel competent, and I feel like an imposter calling myself a doctor. Every day I come home telling myself I will be productive and clean/study, but every day I find myself being too drained or distracted to get anything done. I feel like others around me are smarter or better residents than I am. I think this is common to first year residents but I am weary of whether I will ever be confident as a resident. I feel like it will take a lot of time for me to feel comfortable.

Thanks,
bpfighter250