Funny thing about t and me. I go in there thinking I have nothing to talk about, but as soon as my butt hits the couch, I'm already talking. We ran over by a good 10 minutes this evening and never even got to the sand tray...

...and I had put my HSA card on the table between us while she was still talking with her eyes closed (she does that a lot, we both do), and then she stopped, and I was waiting for her to do the payment, but she still had her eyes closed thinking, and then she opened them and said "Oh, I guess I should get paid." I said "well, if you really don't want to, I'm ok with that..." and laughed.

She told me today that I really look like myself, just like 2 weeks ago. And when she asked me if we were scheduled for October I said no and she said do you want to schedule? I almost said "Are you new?!" But I opted to say instead "Of course" and so we're scheduled for 2 sessions in October.

Not sure yet what November is going to look like... I'm starting to lean towards not calling it terminating but instead call it taking a lengthy break. Because if I'm completely honest with myself? Even if we quote "terminated" as planned she'd still say her door was open if I wanted to come back and I know me - I would. I'm ready to try life 'on my own' for awhile though, finish up my class that ends in December, get through our busiest period at work that is January, and then get myself firmly ensconced in a new class for the 2nd semester and keep on learning and see how life goes without her for awhile...

Sorry to be yammering on about that whole subject again, couchies. I am off work tomorrow, so I can take h and his friend to the airport and attend to some stuff that needs done, so I'll have some time to get caught up with the couch. I'm woefully behind because of overtime and school!! Maybe I'll catch up some tonight....