i am an extrovert and a people person
i have been out of practice .
i am not shy but i am nervous because i'm no longer accustomed to interacting and am not in touch with my current self (it was easier to be social before, when i was just pretending to be something else)
too much time isolating has made me miserable
i am an extrovert and get my energy from interactions and am happiest when i connect with others .
yet i am quiet in school and self conscious and have no idea how to make friends .
i am very very lonely and crave more connections with people . i am so friendly and i try to be open but it seems that i have given off the vibe for people to stay away . no one tries to initiate conversation with me.
i am lethargic and depressed and exhausted without intimacy and comraderie. how do i remedy this? what am i supposed to say to people?
i want to be the person i am inside
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