Thank you so much for the kind responses everyone. I appreciate each and every one of you for taking the time to respond.

Winterbritt - Thabk you sommuch for your response. It actually made me cry because I was so touched. I'm definitely going to look into the resources. I just desperately want to be content with my life and feel like I have a purpose. Right now I feel like a failure, just drifting through life with no purpose or direction. And I don't need to be this super successful person... I just want to find a job I like and be able to afford rent somewhere, you know?