i am at work as campus nurse right now which is a good thing because basically u just help out if there is need. I am sitting in an office trying to figure out if I should go to the hospital or not. I am not a danger to anything but I am losing my grip and becoming more and more confused. I'm feeling really scared. I don't even know if you go to the hospital for that. I am losing it. I don't want to get worse. I feel like I am on drugs and the feeling wont go away. I cant get fired but then right now I don't care either idk