Hey friends thank you for your love and concern why won't I leave him? I promised God that I would love honor and obey, and i love him , yrs he has some good in him, it's just hard to remember that when I constantly catch him lying, im not completely blind , I've prayed and asked God to remove me from this marriage and all of a sudden im attending college , working for amazon, and i have a savings account, it all happened so easily and quickly I knew it was God, guys im out of here, just gotta stick to my guns, be patient, and prance my lol butt right out the door, independent and free, will I love again , im sure , bit not for a long long time! I believe he knows I dont care anymore because now I'm getting flowers, sex, etc and i could care less, i love him, not in love anymore. I will have the last laugh! Prayer is welcomed! Xoxoxo