Hi everyone new here. I 've struggled with anxiety and depression for a long time and I am currently being assessed for bipolar

So I have my appointment tomorrow after I 've seen mental health nurse and started quetanpine 3 months ago and I am so anxious !
I have no idea what to expect I waffled for 3 hours when I 've seen the nurse and she said it's very clear I was manic, I was probably telling her things she didn't need to know.

I got a mood diary I tried to keep but what else can I expect? One part of me thinks he ll think I'm wasting his time and overreacting and other part I hope I can get diagnosis of some sort and that I need help.
Also how open are you with doctors?

I got the job that I love but if I am labelled as bipolar I'll have to declare it and that plays on my mind too.
Sorry for the waffle my brain is in the overdrive