I'm feeling a very strong connection with t these days. Ever since we found our way back from the recent rupture. But it's different from before. Like, more mature or something maybe? Like it's coming from the more secure, adult place in me instead of from that younger, insecure place. Or something. The love feelings are still there, of course. But that's gone through a change too. It's like the intensity has ratcheted down a whole-whole lot, y'know? And I can explain it better if that makes any sense. I feel love for her because of how healing this relationship between us has been for me, because I've experienced tremendous growth as a person through our work together, because this therapeutic relationship has meant so much to me. I'll stop now. Time to catch up with the couch.....