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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
That's good----honestly I find working with a T to be totally like 5 million times better than a book until you are familiar with the concepts. It can sort of ring hollow if you don't experience it first hand and its not tailored to your experience.
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I just feel like I want to get a head start. I feel like I'm wasting time not doing anything to help myself. I don't know how to self care really. Deal with my emotions I've always suppressed or let out in bad ways (self harm, skin picking, hair pulling, etc).
Maybe I'm just looking for an excuse to buy more books and bury my head in something until I get bored again. Maybe it might work. Maybe I'll try something. Try to be proactive. Maybe maybe maybe maybe who knows gimme an excuse hahaha.