I just could not successfully duck my cousin. Finally in desperation I am set to meet with her tomorrow at my workplace and we will pick something up in the cafeteria. If it is nice enough, hurricane jose is still in the area, we will sit out on the ocean. But it is such a struggle. I didn't want to do it tomorrow. What is the point of her coming to have lunch with me if we don't have a nice sunny day to sit out on the ocean. I work on the ocean. But she won that battle. (so I am presuming she has something to do next week).

But after making the appointment I realized that by having her come into my workplace I am likely to have a problem. It is a problem that has happened to me before. Everyone in my workplace likes me and will be friendly. It is my turf. That is likely going to be an issue. Blurg I am not looking forward to it. She also could embarrass me. She is super good at that.

In confirming she said something like have you ever seen the blah blah chandelier? I can show you. No, I have no interest in the blah blah chandelier. She is always doing that. She wants to see art exhibits and wants someone to go with. So she is always asking if I want to do these things. I always decline. The truth is.. I Hate art, I hate music and I think it is all dumb and pointless. But she is always bringing it up.

The level of desperation she must have to continue to keep doing this I do feel compassion but, I also feel resentment. She doesn't want to know about me or my life or have lunch with me... she just wants to try to get me to do what she wants. It is all just an attempt to get me to go to an art exhibit with her.

She is loaded money wise so I probably should do something with her but I don't wanna.