Sorry to hear about your struggles :/ life throws a lot at us sometimes.

My best advice is to shop for a psychotherapist and a prescriber whom you trust and feel comfortable with.

The many issues you are dealing with probably seem very daunting and overwhelming, but coming from someone who has been through it, believe me, it is beatable. And the best part? It's a lot easier than you think.

Mental health treatment is as easy as pie. It's actually very nice. Plop down in the chair, get comfy, and let it all out.