Coral it sounds like you deserve your perfect husband award...My problem before is that I thought I was giving all I could, but I also took a lot more than she had to offer...since I have gotten the help I needed the broken me is gone...now I try and mend the relationship that I broke with my wife...we have known each other for over 18 years and have been married for seven...she is truly a great person and I realize now that I must do everything I can to make sure she knows that from me...Keep up the good work...don't let it get you down...