I am sick of having a particular girlfriend now, I want to be lonely again. Things were perfect before she came into my life and I want her out of my life for good.

I've already posted about her earlier after she told me that I creeped her out because I just licked my lips after kissing, I mean, what a whimp. Didn't check on it because soon after I posted it things were okay again, but that was just the start.

She really annoys me because she over-thinks every single thing that happens, she causes problems by imagining them then she tells me and then she goes "Oh please don't hate me!" ... Jesus christ, I never did hate her but because she worries so much it will become a self-fulfilling prophecy as I am beginning to hate her.

I hate how she worries so much about me because of my drinking habit and my diabetes, at first I appreciated that since she cares and all that but she rings up my family saying that my blood sugars are off, I hate it and I wish she could just not worry so I can enjoy being with her.

I would have liked her better if she did not worry about every damn thing, but worrying is a big part of the bag of nerves that she is, we talked about it, nothing has changed, as selfish as I am I need a relief so I am going to leave her. She can rot for all I care. She needs to go. I'm such an asshole.

(I did not alot of information and detail but I hope that I typed in enough for the readers to understand the situation.)

She can rot for all I care.

I hate how she worries so much about me because of my drinking habit and my diabetes.