Thank you so much for you reply ((Freewill)).

I can tell that you too have been through suffering, either personally or have dealt with watching a loved one try to deal with the pain.

In those situations, I do ask for strength, I ask for help for those that I feel are in need, but I also ask why . And sometimes I get mad!

Thank you for assuring me that others have been there too.

It is sometimes hard to believe that a childs suffering is a result of theirs or anyone else's God given "freewill".

Thank you again for understanding where I was coming from.