Hi Elsa, thank you for welcoming me back. I'm so sorry I hurt you. I didn't mean to jump down your throat and rip your tongue out....but I did. And for that I apologize. I swear I will try to never do that to you again.

If you and I were on the Starship Enterprise, I would be the Klingon yelling "battle!" And jumping into the fray for the thrill of the fight. You are counselor Troy the empath. Your way of viewing things is just as valid as mine. I tend to steam roll people. I've been accused of that as early as 3 years of age. I argued with a waitress about the correct way to make a cherry coke.

I do hear you and I believe you. You are deeply suffering, both physically and mentally. Nobody should have as much pain as you have. I find it infuriating and frustrating that you haven't found the help you need ....Yet.....I am ever hopeful that your luck changes and you catch a break.

It breaks my heart that there is nothing I can to help you. I will try to be more sensitive to your feelings.